My Side of the Story

Resolutions.

2011-12-28T02:25:00.000-08:00

It's been a really really long time since I blogged. But as I sit here in his room, in front of his lappie, I can't help thinking how lucky I am to have him. While some are trying very hard to make relationships work, mine is just plain wonderful. It just fell into my lap when I decided I've had enough. Well, this new year, the year 2012, I'm gonna start anew. I vow I'll love him more and treat him better. I realise that I haven't been that nice to him. I've certainly been very unreasonable during most arguments. I'm sorry pumpkin.. I shouldn't have blamed it on you. Thank you for putting up with my tantrums and my tempers. I know its atrocious, but I've also decided to change. I'll stop being so rash. I'll stop spending so much because I desperately want to go travelling with you.

XoXoOXoxoXxx

10 Things I Love About You

2011-09-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

Any man of MINE:

1. Recognizes the need for speed. (Just like me!!)

2. Likes a good buffet.

3. Thinks I'm beautiful in the morning. (which I look like hell)

4. Pushes my buttons.

5. Isn't 90% testosterone. (Can't stand that kind)

6. Doesn't have any other girlfriends, especially skinny, lala ones.

7. Has human sized ego. (Thank god for that!!)

8. Picks up after me and is responsible. (He always does!!! You will catch him folding away my clothes. hahahahaha and putting on shoes for me while i was blowing my hair.)

9. Loves animals. (our day at the zoo which brings us to no.10)

10. Is an extrovert. (very active and we love going for sporting activities!!)

I'm a habitual list maker. I just thought of this after looking at our pictures. I heart you.

XoOxOxoOxXx

Any Man of Mine

2011-09-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine recently borrowed me a book, Any Man of Mine. I absolutely loved the book!!! It's a light love story of this hockey player and this small town girl who met and got married in Vegas. He left her the next day after their wedding. Little did she know that she was pregnant with his kid. After all the DNA tests for verification, Mr. Hockey decided he wanted to be a part of his child's life. They both avoided each other and only met when they had to for their son. Finally, when one of Mr Hockey's team mates got married, they started talking and Mr. Hockey missed her and still wanted her and their son to be his family. He started attending celebrations with them and tried to be more attentive to them. I simply lurve the happy endings that come with these love stories!!!

XoOxOxoOxOxxXx

Thank You Pumpkin!!

2011-09-17T09:44:00.000-07:00

I know it has been a very very very long time since I've blogged. Well, I've been busy again. But this time I was busy travelling. During the Raya Hols, I was in Hatyai with my family. And this week, I was in KL with Mr. Yeap (our very own vacation together). Watch out for these upcoming posts.

I finally have more time for myself now. I know I said this last month too. I thought my job was beginning to stabilize, seems I thought wrong. Anyway, it really is much better now except for the whole load of junk where I have to pick up where I left off after I go back to work next Monday coz unlike all of you, I had the whole week off. *megawatt smile*

Well, this is for you, Pumpkin. I know you took the initiative to ask for 4 days leave from Her Highness. Thank you so much for doing this. I can see the effort. Lurves!!! It has been so hard for him to get an offday and now he got himself 4 days. I could have bitched him out or given him the silent treatment everytime he gave me a negative answer, but it really wouldn't solve anything. Owning a shop, particularly one like Yeap Noodles meant hard work and long working hours especially in the holidays in order for it to be successful. And I'm sorry for giving you a hard time. Thanks for going with me.

XoXOxoxoXxXx

Wedding Proposal.

2011-08-29T00:37:00.000-07:00

I just love this...It's simple and sweet...just awesome!!!

I wish I had this.

XoxXxOxoXOxx

Happy Birthday Ms. Spyder!!!

2011-08-14T18:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Miss Spyder!!! (i'm on time for this one.)

The colleagues decided to celebrate it at Xuan Xin in Gurney Plaza. I thought the food was good considering we actually got all of them half priced with the vouchers we got online.

Pretty girls in a row!!! And the old uncle at the back looks like our dad. :)

I think I made the right choice. I ordered steamed Garupa and horfun. It was lovely. Wasn't that oily.

And that's me. Camwhoring again. :)))

XoOXoxoOxOXxXx

Happy Birthday Carlisle!!!

2011-08-14T18:07:00.000-07:00

I know I was abit late, but I would like to wish you Happy Birthday anyway!! Knew you had a blast. :)))))

XoOxoXxXxoOxXx

P.S. I loved it soooo much I didn't want to give it away after I bought it.

Workplace.

2011-07-17T10:31:00.000-07:00

Check this out!!! It's a pic of my desk at the office. I have a personal lappie and my very own extension. Comes with a nameplate too. :)))))

XoOXoXoOxoXxx

Hearts!!!

2011-07-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

Its another weekend again. Time has been flying by really quickly. Over this week, we've fought for 3 out of 5 days. Terrible isn't it, but we managed to patch up. I guess everything is gonna be smooth flowing again for sometime. This week, his uncle passed away. So, his shop is closed for 3 days. Yay!!! He's been out with me for 2 days. On friday, he drop everything he was doing to have lunch with me. Half of Saturday and half of Sunday was spent with me. So we spent the Saturday and Sunday doing breakfast and shopping.

He took me for egg and toast breakfast at this lil corner at Chowrasta Market.

Yummy!!!

And then we spent Sunday shopping at Tesco, Straits Quay and Gurney

Getting some wine for a friend's party :)

And here's something I found!!! These really pretty packs of Kleenex just sitting on the shelf waiting to be bought!!! Ain't it pretty???!!!! *jumps with joy*

And this is me, trying to camwhore again as usually, yeah, Ms. Vain!!!

And a really nice picture of us!! X )

XoOXOXoXoOxOXx

The Other Side of the Door.

2011-07-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

In the heat of the fight I walked away

Ignoring words that you were saying

Trying to make me stay

I said, 'This time I've had enough'

And you've called a hundred times

But I'm not picking up

Cause I'm so mad I might tell you that it's over

But if you look a little closer

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you

To stand outside my window throwing pebblesScreaming, 'I'm in love with you'

Wait there in the pouring rain,

come back for more

And don't you leave cause I know

All I need is on the other side of the door

Me and my stupid pride are sitting here alone

Going through the photographs,

staring at the phone

I keep going back over things we both said

And I remember the slamming door and all the things that I misread

So babe if you know everything, tell me why you couldn't see

When I left I wanted you to chase after me

Yeah, I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you

To stand outside my window throwing pebbles

Screaming, 'I'm in love with you'

Wait there in the pouring rain,

come back for more

And don't you leave cause I know

All I need is on the other side of the door

And I'll scream out the window

I can't even look at you

I don't need you but I do, I do, I do

I say, "There's nothing you can say to make this right

I mean it, I mean it"

What I mean is

I said, "Leave," but baby all I want is you

To stand outside my window throwing pebblesScreaming, 'I'm in love with you'

Wait there in the pouring rain, come back for more

And don't you leave cause I know

All I need is on the other side of the door

With your face and the beautiful eyes

And the conversation with the little white lies

And the faded picture of a beautiful night

You carry me from your car to the stairs

And I broke down crying, was she worth this mess?

After everything and that little black dress

After everything I must confess, I need you.

I absolutely lurve this song. Thanks for putting it in my head. It so reflects what I'm feeling at the moment.

XoxoOXOxXxXxoXOxx

The TALK.

2011-07-05T03:08:00.000-07:00

We finally sat down and had the TALK. Guess what?? He has agreed to try get us a house so we can move out together. If only it's believable. Getting in a relationship is not that simple. It's not always the "Us-Against-the-World" kinda thing or "Love-conquers-all" kinda thing. The way I see it, a relationship like this doesn't involve only 2 people. Here, it involves us, the old aunties and the old uncles, oooh and the siblings too. No matter how hard you try to overcome everything, there will always be people out there who will constantly try to break you up. So, don't give me all this bull about as long as there's love. Nonsense!! I'm not being bitter but this is the real world now. What is happiness?? Is it this warm glow inside me that's telling me that everything is gonna be OK?? Hmmmm....But we all have our own problems.

And after we finish the talk, he told me this:

Do you know why I love you, why I chose you?? It's because I feel you're special in every aspect and mature.

I melted after he said this.

Thanks love. :)))

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.!!!!!!

2011-07-03T01:45:00.000-07:00

I don't think I can smile anymore. I'm so tired of being not accepted, of always being second best. You wanted us to respect you. You didn't like it if we didn't call you. Well, I called her, Auntie! and she didn't bother at all. She didn't even look at me or smiled back. No acknoledgement, nada. Fine!! And this isn't the first time it happened. I've put up with this for as long as I've dated him. She has this weird character, constantly placing more importance on the younger son and only treating the elder son nice when she has a need for him, mostly when she wants him to do something. So naturally, he'll treat the younger son's gf better then me. Lalala.... I don't care as long as I do my duty and I respect you, but no, you had to ignore me and show your bloody face. Hello!!! I'm trying not to cause a scene here!!! A suggestion from a friend: Hello auntie, why didn't answer me??? I just called you. :) Hahahahahah!! Thanks, girl, but I can't bring myself to do that. I guess I'll just have to hold on till the day Mr Yeap here gets a house. God knows when that'll be but when that day comes, I'll scream and shout for joy.

And what's worse is she's only happy when the younger son is at home with the crazy gf which bows to her whims and fancies. Ahahhahaha...guess what, their room is the one with the aircon while ours is the one without, and did I mention we're stuck with an old fan. *sigh* I'm sick and tired of this. Added with the stress of work, I'm gonna just make a funny face at it and let it go. (If only it's that simple!)

Signing off: XoOXoXoOXOXoOX

Hearts to all!!!

2011-06-21T22:04:00.000-07:00

Feeling the love from him!!!

P.S.: I took this at one of the three weddings I attended this month which I'll update in the upcoming post.

All the TY stuffed toys and keychain which we accumulated over the year. Thankies, Pumpkin!!

And these!!! The penguin came all the way from Singapore with Carlisle.

The Mickey and Minnie came from Hong Kong Disneyland, thanks Deborah and Yi Wei.

Thanks, everyone!!! *Smiles*

XoOXOXoOxoXXx

:)))))))

2011-06-09T20:05:00.000-07:00

Tickets: Check
Hotel: Check
Passports: Check
Cash: yet to change
Camera: there's sale next week!!

Time to go shopping!!!

XoOXoXOOXoXxX

Never-ending

2011-06-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

What's happening to me?? I'm turning to a scary person.

It seems like I've no life anymore. I wake up at 6am, by the time I'm done getting ready it's 7 and I leave for the office. Now as I no longer sit with that crazy menopausal bitch, my office is pretty near the front gate so I gotta go early just to grab a nice parking spot. I still finish work at 7 or 8 pm. And I still have the bitchy planner who thinks she's oh-so-right all the time. Well, hello!!! Wake up call bitch!! I wonder which email of yours is not urgent. Everything is marked Urgent with a red exclamation mark ! and labelled Top Urgent as the email's subject, which is grammatically wrong. There's no such thing as Top Urgent. Nonsense!!! I don't have to put up with all this everyday. You keep shouting at us as if we're meant to serve you. Well, guess what??? I'm not the submissive type!!! If I hadn't stood up to you this morning, you would just continued shouting at me. So now you suck up to me or I won't budge at all. It feels so good to give her a piece of my mind this morning. :) Thanks for reading my rant. Love you. :)))

XoOXoOxoxoOxoXXx

Ain't I the Lucky Bitch??

2011-05-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

2 Proposals in a day!! Ain't I the lucky bitch??

Last Sunday I went to Isaac's place for breakfast. His mum surprised me by saying she would make my favourite dessert for me, tong yuen (glutinous rice balls in syrup). Obviously we had to help her make them. Both of us decided to come up with weird designs to make the tong yuen.

How it she kneaded the dough and his smiley. LOLS!!!

Me and my die (dice) and pleated tong yuen!! Yeah, I made them!!

And this is the mahjong tile I made and the flowers!! Yes, by mua!!! :)

And this is what he made for me!!! Tadaaaaaa!!!! I found this in my bowl!!! Ahahhahahaha!!! A ring!!! He asked me to marry him!! ♥

I didn't give him my answer yet. All I did was smiled. I just couldn't bring myself to say yes, so I managed to just brush it off as a joke. He has proposed to me a few times but everytime he tried I just pretended I didn't hear anything. Not yet, prove yourself to me and I'll gladly say yes. <3

After that I went over to pick Deriss for another girlie get together. We had a great day shopping and sushi. LOL!!

And finally when we were so worn out, we passed this stall that was selling silver accessories. My, oh my were the rings shiny!! And we kept staring at them. Well great minds! LOL. So we ended up with a pair of couple rings together. I absolutely LURVE my gf. :)

And most of my weekends are now spent having frozen yogurt with these two ♥s of my life.

Saturday at Tutti Frutti ♥

And Sunday at Northam Beach and Fruuze ♥

*sigh* That's the life!!! :)

XoOXoOXOXOxxXx

I heart Weekends!!!!

2011-05-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

Hello lurves!!!

I'm back!!! Finally found some time to blog. Wondering what I've been up to??

Well for the past 2 weeks I've been busy working and I finish work late everyday. So nothing much. Weekends are the only days which I can really relax. Ooooh and Boyfie here, has been very understanding, he took me out for frozen yogurt, dinners and best of all, he took me shopping!!!

Our FAVOURITE!!! Chatime and Starbucks!!!

A lil hedgehog to add to my collection and a new Cath Kidston purse!!!

A night out at Little Cottage.

*sigh* Bliss!!!

But you know what I hate most, it's that he doesn't have any off days. I can't go for dim sum breakfast or even set lunches with him because he doesn't have off days! To tell you the truth, if our anniversary doesn't fall on Cheng Beng, he wouldn't be able to celebrate it with me. *sigh* I wonder when he's going to open that mouth of his to ask for an off day. :(

No Time for Me!!!

2011-05-10T07:49:00.001-07:00

Sorry, I know I've been ignoring my blog for quite sometime, but I've just recently started work at Agilent as a buyer. I start work at 8 in the morning everyday and finish work at 5 every evening but for the past week I've been leaving the office between 8-9pm. Its scary!! I never thought it would be that bad. Gosh, it is acceptable to finish at maybe 6-7pm, but 8-9pm?? Its way overboard. I've been looking at part numbers the whole day that it makes my eyes tired. Last Thursday when I was driving back, I almost met with an accident as my eyes refuse to focus. Luckily I hit the brakes just in time before I hit the car in front. Let me show you how a part number looks like : 5065-7089. Even on the road, I view number plates like part numbers now. I'm very sensitive towards numbers, so I tend to remember numbers easily. Imagine the thousands of part numbers which I've had to face last week. Yuck!! Now everyday I go to work I tell myself, aim for that new Coach bag you had your eyes on, or, or, must get that dslr camera before I go for the trip to Singapore or else I'll crash. Oh, I never thought I'd say this, but I wanna go HOME!!! There's no more me time for me, I don't spend time with him anymore and I don't have time for my poor lil Ginger. Well, boyfie is really pissed at this. I try to come back earlier everyday, but unfortunately I can't. The work just keeps piling and piling. It makes me want to BARF!!!

Toys!!!

2011-04-26T19:25:00.000-07:00

Aiming to get some new toys soon after this job is stable...

This pretty baby, the Nikon 3100.. I can think of the pretty pictures we're gonna take together!!!

and a new Toshiba Lappie!! (which I have yet to decide which model to get).

Wish me luck!!

XoXOoXOOXXxXx

Sigh

2011-04-25T10:07:00.000-07:00

I'm worried!!!! Should I be???!!! Jealousy is a bitch.. ughhhh....

He finally told me everything...I really don't know how to react to all this... All I did was nod and smile... because I gave him my heart and trust... Now I'm not sure whether all this worth the risk..I've been wondering if he has ever treated them like how he treats me now...and what about those whom he calls and talks to almost every week...does he keep in contact with all his exes....I'm worried.. Should I be???

I've always loved

-those good morning texts that you would send to me before you go to work

-those kisses on my forehead that you would give me every night when you walk me home

-that you always expect me to hold your hand when we're out together

-how you would wait for me just to have breakfast with you even when you're starving

-the times we used to go for those evening runs with Ginger

-the basketball matches we played together

-the way you mess up my hair

-those times when we go for drives together

-how you could read my mind and complete my sentences

-the sweet stuff that you tell me about ME when we're both alone

I miss those moments...I know it's not like the movies, but i somehow always feel that's how it should be. I've finally gotten "Someday my prince will come", do you think you could give me a "Happily Ever After"???

I wish you could spend a few of your busy mornings with me...I wish you had leaves....I don't think it's too much too ask for.. Am I not worth these mornings from your life???

XoXooXoXOXxxXx

My new found loves!!!!

2011-04-21T04:04:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!! I lurve my shoes!!!!!!

Gonna get comfy with my kitty crocs!!

you and me, baby.. we'll be going places!!!

XoXOoXoXoOXxXx

They Who Love Me!!!

2011-04-19T09:02:00.000-07:00

Thanks Sandra for the pretty Balloon Corsage!!!!

I really loved it!!! though it kinda shrunk... :)

(P.S. :It was great meeting you the other day, sorry I couldn't come earlier)

Thank you Auntie Cleo for the pretty earrings!!!

Thanks Auntie Doreen for the Hello Kitty watch that came all the way from Singapore!!!

Thanks for the cute lil toshiba whale mouse, Jane!!!

And, and here's a great picture of us together!!! Thanks for the memories!!!

Isaac, Me, Jovin and Jason (Left to right)

(Just so you know, Jason is Isaac's bro and Jovin is his cute crazy gf, and they make a cute couple)

Lurve you guys!!!!

XoXoOOXxoXXxx

Dead Tired!!!

2011-04-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

I have been feeling so freaking tired lately,

I wish I could sleep forever and never wake up,

I'd lose more weight because I wouldn't be eating,

I would have the perfect figure,

And I could wait for a tall, pale and handsome vampire to come kiss me to wake me up,

Because prince charming and the knights in shining armours thingy are so last season,

Give me Damon and Salvatore from Vampire Diaries and James, Carlisle, Emmett and Edward anytime!!! Love bites!!! Rawrrr!!!

XooXOOXOXxxXx

The Death of Bridezilla

2011-04-13T02:30:00.000-07:00

Bet you've been wondering what I've been up to right??? LOL!! Guess what??!! I've been spending my time reading novels. It has been a lonnnnnggggggg time since I last picked up a book to read. It's one of my favourite things to do. I love curling up with my novels, a bowl of cornflakes and with Ginger, curling up on my stomach.

Anyway, here's a review of the most recent book I read.

Title: The Death of Bridezilla

Author: Laurie Brown

This book should be classified under the Chick Lit category, there's not much romance to it. The ending is not what I would've expected it to be. It's the story of a divorced wedding planner who's business is a failure and has decided to return to her hometown, where he ex-husband is now the sheriff. She was then asked by her dying grandmother to organise her cousin's wedding. She wishes the cousin would just die and she'll finally have her peace (figure of speech) but little did she know that her cousin would fall prey to the serial killer which was on the loose. The town suspects she was the killer as all these murders started right after she came back to town. She starts working closely with the sheriff to clear her name but at the same time falls in love with him. Well, here's the twist. She still didn't end up with Mr. Sheriff even though there was a blooming romance. I thought it was disappointing. LOL.

I know it's not supposed to be happy endings and all but I simply lurve happy endings!!! That's the main reason why I read. When I read, it's like I'm teleported into a different world altogether. I can let my imagination run wild. That's the reason behind my high expectations in a relationship. I know we can't always have it all, but I want to at least achieve something closest to it. So wish me luck!!!

XoXOxXXxxOxXx

Hop with me, Baby!!!

2011-04-03T21:21:00.000-07:00

It's so fast. It's been a year already since we dated. The watch was a birthday/anniversary present to him, but guess what he got me??? He gave me a day filled with surprises and fun. The first surprise I got was a pair of Lovely Lace teddies that was sitting on his bed. Omigosh!!! They were so cute but there was another one which I liked more.

Then, he took me to this Japanese restaurant, Kampachi at Hotel Equatorial, Penang for their buffet lunch. I've been wanting to go there for quite some time already. The food was absolutely lovely and I loved the quiet atmosphere in the restaurant.

And saving the best for last, the ICE-CREAMMMMMM!!!! I took one bite and almost swooned. I could feel it melting in my mouth....Ohhhhh!!! It was simply delicious.

And look what he did...that crazy nut took a picture of me like that...Gosh, my car looks like it just climbed out of the Transformers movie... Scaryyyyyyyy!!!!

After lunch, we went to town to grab my favourite Chatime...

and then he took me to Gurney to catch HOP!!!

James Marsden is still freaking HAWT!!! and the Drummer Bunny and this lil Dancing Chick down here.

And after that, at night, the both of us fell sick.. LOL.. What a great first anniversary!!!

I'm OKIE!! LOL!!! Still up and smiling!!! He, on the other hand, crashed!! XP

Happy First Anniversary, Pumpkin!!!

XoXOoXXoxXx

Happy Birthday, Pumpkin!!!

2011-03-31T03:09:00.001-07:00

"To love would be like handing your heart out in whole and getting it back in a million pieces"

But I'm willing to take that risk

Because I want to spend every day and night, my every living moment to be loved by you

And to be loved by you makes me a much better person, it makes me love who I've become

Because deep down in my heart, I know that you will always be there for me,

Because to love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, but to be loved by someone you love is everything.

Thank you for loving me, I love you too, honey. Nobody will love you like I do.

This is for you..HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUMPKIN!!!!!

(P.S. now i'm super broke.. and this means no more nail polish and shoes for poor lil me...aaaarghhhhh!!!!)

XoOXoXoOXoxXx

Nail Polish addict

2011-03-28T22:01:00.000-07:00

Gosh, I'm officially a Nail Polish Addict!!! Yesterday, I was out shopping at Queensbay and I bought almost 6 different kinds of polish...Owh mend!!! I'm so dead..Wasted so much money here, gonna be so darn broke soon, but as you can see down here are my collection of nail polishes

I think I have 55 colours altogether...Imagine how much I've wasted....I keep telling myself, they're all my investment...Aaaarghhhhh!!!! I'm gonna keep them growing....LOL!!

XoOXoOXxOxoXoXOx

Emo

2011-03-22T20:06:00.000-07:00

"Never think hard about the past, it brings tears.

Don't think more about the future, it brings fears."

Confession: Whenever I have such urges, I'll just get into my car and drive it off.... I love zooming around in my shiny Persona. It gives me such thrills to drive especially where I can speed on the highway and squeezing my way through the lorong lorong kecil!!! Well all good things come with a price. Once when I was speeding on the highway, ummm I was going at 130 maybe. Suddenly there was a roadblock up ahead and the police asked me to stop. Crap he was going to give me a ticket for speeding. So I started crying. I told him I'm a final year college student who has no money at all and I'm currently on my way to Relau to go see my uncle as he's really sick and may leave us anytime (there's no such thing, obviously). After much negotiation, crying and showing him my empty wallet(I never keep my money there). He relented and told me he won't be giving me the ticket after all. And *DRUMROLLS please!!!*, he gave me 10 bucks and told me to leave quickly to go see my dying uncle. After thanking him for the money, I droved off quickly to meet my friend in Queensbay for a bowl of J. Co frozen yogurt. And the Oscar for the Best Actress goes to me: SULIN!!!!! Yay!!!! Thank you thank you!!!!

Well, whaddya know, this somehow managed to lift my spirits for some time. So smile everyone, it makes people wonder what you're up too!!!

XoXOXxxoXoOxx

Weekends are the BEST!!!

2011-03-19T03:04:00.000-07:00

Getting ready before going out. My somewhat, futile attempt to make my hair poufy.

Last Saturday, we were invited to a baby's birthday party. Hmmm... This is our first time attending such a party. I'm just wondering though, most of our friends are tying the knot and have had their first baby... ZOMG!!!!! I'm have commitment phobia. Seeing all these stuff really scares me. Is it a good idea to get married so fast?? Divorce rates have been extremely high pertaining the younger generation. In my opinion, I think its SUPER-DUPER CRAZY to get married too early. Once married, there'll be many commitments and a whole new set of problems. My boyfie's parents are okie with me, I don't deny that, but this isn't long term yet. She asks me to join them for dinner, movies and even prayer service together. I'm scared. Now, we're even considering getting a car...(More like he's buying it for me). It's a really huge step. Should I accept something that much from him?? Will it be another one of my pitfalls??? Aaaaaaarghhhh...All this thinking make my brain hurt..I'd rather you throw me another set of physics questions, anytime. Owh mend!!! But it's not right to push it into another box and just hide under my bed. If I don't talk to someone soon, I think I'm gonna explode. It'll probably eat me up from the inside.

Back to the baby's birthday, she's so freaking cute... OMG.. *pinch pinch* We had to buy her some educational toy (We don't know what else to buy her). And here's me with baby's prezzie. It seems like it was my birthday more than hers. :P

See, See????!!! Ain't she cute??!!! She's such a darling..

Then on Sunday, he took me out to this lil cute cafe: Post Cafe which is located near Chulia Street. The food isn't expensive, but it isn't that nice either.

Shhh... Don't tell him, I got him while he wasn't looking...

Garlic bread and chicken soup

Paprika chicken and Jumbo Sausage

Cookies and Cream!!! And me, trying to tempt you with ice cream.. MMMMMM!!!!

Some melon, gingko and longan dessert made by his mum!!! Simply delicious!!! And that's me with a longan stuffed into my mouth..Errrrr...

Anyways, moving on.. My weekend was wonderful or it was enough to keep me smiling because I got me a new pair of heels!!!! Yay me!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

XoXOXXxXXOXoxx

Wish me LUCK!!!!!

2011-03-16T21:08:00.000-07:00

Hello again all,

As we all know, I've just recently received a watch from Mr. Yeap. Well, his birthday is just round the corner, (31st March) and I'm still aimlessly walking around the shopping malls and complexes wondering what to get him. I wonder what he'll say if I never do anything for him. Knowing what a perfect gentleman our Mr. Yeap is, he'll probably just keep quiet and take me out instead. LOL. Almost like he's celebrating my birthday instead of his. That's besides the point. By the way, that craving which I've had for about a week has finally been sated. Yay me!!!! Chatime at last!!! He refuses to let me buy it until our next movie date. Boy, does he know how to tease me!!

Anyway, tonight we'll be going out with his bunch of friends and they'll be celebrating at Pizza Hut. OMG!!! What's their problem??? Last year, it was Pizza Hut. This year, it's Pizza Hut again. I mean how cheap skate can they be. I wonder who the organiser is? What if we were to celebrate all their birthdays at the same spot as the last again? Why wouldn't they try something new, like Chilli's maybe? Or Daorae? I wouldn't be too ambitious as to suggest a buffet dinner but I don't think this is too much to ask.

Tonight's celebration at Pizza Hut, well, I'm not eating. I cannot afford to waste my quota on food on something that I can eat anytime. What if we were going to celebrate at some place grand, I wouldn't have been able to eat and all those hours working out at the gym would go to waste. By the way, I'm still looking for a new gym to go to, one that obviously has kickboxing classes just like this one. Still waiting for him to find a suitable one. (P.S.: He's very picky.) Back to the point, I won't be eating tonight. Probably we'll just be taking a drink coz we've our very own personal agenda tonight, *crosses fingers* if it all goes well according to plan. Well, wish me luck!!!

XoOXXooXXoxXX

Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

2011-03-16T02:05:00.000-07:00

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most

And I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

XoOXOOXoXxxx

I just have to have it!!

2011-03-14T22:54:00.000-07:00

Coach has recently just opened in 1st Avenue!!! Omg!!! Aaaaaaaaah!!!! And I saw this cutest bag on display there!!! I just have to have it!!!!

I wonder if I could get him to buy it for me *evil grins* considering he just bought me another new watch and its in my favourite colour, turquoise. By the way, SHHHHH!!!!! Mummy doesn't know he just got me another watch. LOL. It was the most unique one and there wasn't any other with this colour sold in the shops.

XoOXOXoxXxx

Breakfasttt!!!!

2011-03-11T01:33:00.001-08:00

I'm a happy girl!!! What more can I ask for??? I get breakfast every morning from him!!!

XoOXoXoXOXxx

Lunch with Mummy

2011-03-09T23:43:00.000-08:00

Mummy came over to see me today for lunch. It seems all the effort spend reigning in my anger while I was giving her driving lessons paid off. She now can drive on her own without any supervision, and she also sends my sister to school and tuition now. It all coincides very well as I've recently started my job and won't have anytime to drive her around anymore. Anyway. she took me out to Isaribi Tei for lunch earlier. It was all good food and great fun.

Anyway, I thought I caught a glimpse of my cousin in the restaurant and I just quickly passed it off as a mistake. When they left the restaurant, it seems I was right. Well, well, well. Clearly, he left his manners at home. Is it so difficult for people nowadays to acknowledge a relative?

XoXOoxxoXOXOxxXx

Life in the Office

2011-03-08T23:44:00.000-08:00

This new job is very interesting. I get to be at in the middle of the mobile apps revolution which we're about to experience. Everything's well save for a teensy bit of disappointment, there's not many people in the office. My office only has 5 people altogether, and half the time, 3 of them don't turn up. Which is kinda sad. I mean there's not much chatter and laughter. Which is ok though because there's nobody to backstab and no office politics, but I feel a bit lonely. This lunch time, I spent it alone in my office with my lappie and a chunk of "Bread History" bread.

XoOXOxoOXOXOxxX

I got it! I got it! jumps up and down Yay!!!

2011-03-07T02:13:00.000-08:00

I was called on Saturday when I was out with Mei, for an interview with mobileapps.com. The interview was at 2pm this afternoon. Well, I'll do anything to get this job, and I mean it! Anything!!! I've been jobless for quite some time and obviously quite broke now as all of you know, I love shopping!!! LOL!!! I didn't squander all my money on shoes and clothes (though I'd love to), I just merely spent them on the love of my life which is my dog, Ginger. She has been a very good girl recently and I feel guilty for not being able to spend time with her when I was previously working. I haven't been able to bring her for morning runs by the seaside anymore. No more playing catch. Poor girl! Well, I'm glad that I could spend my few jobless months with her.

Anyway, I now work for mobileapps.com, in fact, I felt the interview went well (teehee). The hours are very flexible, the dress code screams casual, and this job seems interesting and it may be something that I want to do. Tomorrow's my first day, so wish me luck, people!!

XoOXoXoxoXXxx

Valentine's Day

2011-02-25T02:01:00.000-08:00

It's the first Valentine in our relationship and he moved it to the 16th of February. I thought he forgotten all about it but it turns out that he doesn't plan to celebrate it on the 14th but on the 16th. I was worried for I didn't know how and what to do.

So I went and got him a G Shock watch and baked him a Tolberone Cheesecake with him watching. Well, Mr. Yeap! Consider yourself lucky because I've never baked anyone anything.

I've never even set foot into the kitchen to make someone anything. LOL!

Anyway, on the 16th, he took me round town for dinner and then he got me a new shiny pink G Shock for Valentine's Day.

My Valentine's Day was great, how was yours???

XoOXxXoOXoXOxx

Boring!!!

2011-02-03T08:22:00.000-08:00

Been feeling pretty bored this CNY.

It's as if the CNY has disappeared.

Mr. Yeap will be starting work tomorrow, so I'll be spending my CNY watching this when I've got nothing to do.

XoOXoXOXXxxoxoXoXx

Almost There

2011-01-27T07:24:00.000-08:00

It's almost a year since I've started seeing Mr. Yeap. He's such a sweet guy, he may not be perfect but he's the best guy a girl can wish for.

Our past: JUST DESSERTS!!!

Our first date together

Our first dinner at Nando's followed by a movie

My graduation.

P.S., He got me an iPhone as a graduation and birthday gift.

My birthday, at Daorae.

Out shopping at First Avenue

Happily camwhoring with one of my teddies

At Coffee Island, chilling out with our besties

And one of the breakfasts he makes for me before I leave for work every morning.

Here's to US!!!!

XoXOOXoOxXx

Rainy Days

2011-01-26T23:29:00.000-08:00

Nothing like a hot cup of coffee, a good read and my baby to comfort me and keep me smiling during the rainy and stormy days.

XoOxOXoxoxXxx

Happy Birthday Suyin!!!!

2011-01-24T00:37:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Sweets!!!

Knew you had a great time!!!!

XoOxoXoXXxx

New Flops!

2011-01-21T01:40:00.000-08:00

Today's shopping mission: SUCCESS!!

New flip-flops from iPanema for the both of us.

XoOxXOXoXoOXx

Simply Delightful

2011-01-20T10:12:00.000-08:00

My graduation gift has finally arrived. Mummy got me a 'Delightful' LV bag from Paris. Awesome-ness. This was the next best thing after the iPhone I got from him.

And here I am modelling for LV. Loving the bag.

XoXOoXoxoxxXX

Hello 2011!

2011-01-14T07:38:00.000-08:00

2010 has been a helluva year. It was the year I graduated. The year I got my first job. The year I finally found some true friends. The year I got my first LV. The year started my first relationship and also the year I I found true love. Hmm. Like I said it was a helluva year. Many things happened, sad ones included. But I realised if you learn to leave the sad memories behind, life will be a much better place. It may be a simple thing, but it took me so long to learn it.

In 2011, I'll start anew. I want to be a better person. I'm gonna make improvements first, starting with myself and then my room, my job, my car and my life. Gonna let myself love and be loved (though I know he loves me so very much). I'm not gonna breeze through life again. It's time to grow up. Anyway, here's a lil' something to share with you to start off the new year.

XoOOXOXoXxxO

My Side of the Story

Resolutions.

10 Things I Love About You

Any Man of Mine

Thank You Pumpkin!!

Wedding Proposal.

Happy Birthday Ms. Spyder!!!

Happy Birthday Carlisle!!!

Workplace.

Hearts!!!

The Other Side of the Door.

The TALK.

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.!!!!!!

Hearts to all!!!

:)))))))

Never-ending

Ain't I the Lucky Bitch??

I heart Weekends!!!!

No Time for Me!!!

Toys!!!

*Sigh*

My new found loves!!!!

They Who Love Me!!!

Dead Tired!!!

The Death of Bridezilla

Hop with me, Baby!!!

Happy Birthday, Pumpkin!!!

Nail Polish addict

Emo

Weekends are the BEST!!!

Wish me LUCK!!!!!

Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

I just have to have it!!

Breakfasttt!!!!

Lunch with Mummy

Life in the Office

I got it! I got it! *jumps up and down* Yay!!!

Valentine's Day

Boring!!!

Almost There

Rainy Days

Happy Birthday Suyin!!!!

New Flops!

Simply Delightful

Hello 2011!

Sigh

I got it! I got it! jumps up and down Yay!!!